PISSED OFF

I’m writing this in order to calm down from a very fucking retarded encounter with my boss. If I didn’t write this, I’m pretty sure I would be fired. In fact I’m seriously thinking about quitting and living in a cardboard box under a bridge. It will be summer soon and I’m pretty sure filing for bankruptcy and living as a homeless person would be much less stressful than this shit. But, I digress...

I cannot stand it when my boss is in a horrible mood because I get to be the whipping girl. It’s not my fault you’re getting a divorce, you have enough children to be a serious part of the over-population problem, and just because you have sexually harassed me to within minutes of quitting once before you now get to scream at me when you’re in a bad mood??? (<--- this sentence is bad grammar, I don’t care) I don’t think so!

Something that was not my fault at all, all of a sudden becomes my fault and every past mistake I have ever made gets hurled at me like grenades in a war. Oh and all that is through a third party because heaven forbid my boss ever grew a pair of balls and actually told me what was wrong, no, everyone else gets to hear about it too. I’m the one who caught the fucking mistake in the first place!!!! No, thank you for catching that so it didn’t cost us thousands of dollars, no, it was totally my fault for assigning the fucking thing to an attorney that didn’t have the capacity to handle the work, not even a sorry for accusing you for something that never even crossed your desk, nope just shit storms and sniper fire. I’m so pissed off!!!! I want to punch something, I want to scream, I want to quit. I’m too smart for this fucking job, I’m smarter than half these fucking people, and I really hate making mistakes and being accused of mistakes I didn’t make.

I’m not perfect, yep even I can admit that, but seriously the amount of mistakes I make in this job can be counted on one hand, the rest of my time is spent cleaning up everyone else’s shit and making life easier for them. Who in the hell makes life easier for me? No one in this fucking place that’s for sure. AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Ok, I’m done...thanks.