I don't know when my job started pissing me off so much. I use to like it. I would come in do my thing and then leave, feeling the same way when I came in as I did when I left. Now something pisses me off on an almost daily basis. I don't want to work, I don't want to be here, and I really do not want to work for my current boss. I don't know what happened or when it happened but I just cannot stand it here any more. The people are nice enough but I just don't want to be around them. I come in half the time and slack off, leave early and generally have a piss-poor attitude towards everyone. It never use to be like that, what happened?
I really am sick of the lack of information that I am given. I'm really sick of being expected to know things that I was never taught. I'm really getting sick of being berated in front of everyone for having expectations that are apparently too high. I hate it all. I want to quit my job. I want to find something more satisfying. I need to move on but it's going to take a year and a half before that happens. I'm angry, I'm tired, and I'm really, really confused. I need this job to keep my life but all of a sudden my life doesn't seem so important. I hate feeling inadequate and I hate feeling like an idiot. I'm neither one so when something makes me feel that way I have no choice but to question it. I just don't know what the answer is anymore.
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