Is that light?

One more class left, four more days to go, and a lifetime, it seems, of preparation. Now that I've built it up to be the end all be all of my existence, I need to break it down.

I'm trying to swallow the nervousness, I'm trying to stay positive, I'm trying to feel like I'm as prepared as possible. I've ignored the fear, obsessed over everything else not to think about the test, and now I have to embrace it. I feel like I'm going to jump off a cliff. I know that the last couple of weeks have been unbearable for some, or maybe just for me, and I'm being dramatic but this really is everything to me right now. This is the beginning to a life that was put on hold for so many years. No pressure there right? Now, with some last minute work, I'm sending it out to the universe. I know a lot of people that have my back, there are a lot of people sending me love, encouragement, and great karma. All I need to do now is clear the cobwebs, find my strength, and kick the crap out of this test!