Pressure Cooker

I don't know what it is about me but no one in the world puts more pressure on me then myself. I think if I just relaxed and went with the flow I would have an easier life. I'm really not motivated to do anything even though I'm living my dreams for the first time in years. It's turning out to be a very lonely experience. I really would like to be dating someone right now. I think this whole thing would be easier if I had someone to share it with. Fact of the matter is about 87% of me is in this, the other 13% is constantly questioning everything I do. Somedays the 13% wins, and today is one of those days.

I'm blah, I'm sure there will be more to come later.

Law school's not easy but it sure beats a crappy dead-end job I'm too smart for. Now, if only I could figure out how to live without having to find a job.